Jan 1 - Jan 15 2021

What I'm about to write will NOT make sense to you, but it will to me.  It is a reminder of how the first 2 weeks of 2021 has been so far.  

• Dodged a bullet with Jane
• Mechanical issues with van
• Tennis lastnight was not fun, and it felt horrible playing with the new racket I bought
• We always get Thai afterwards
• Lori, SMH
• Dog sitting a dog that weighs almost the same as me is a challenge when walking them
• Obsessed with van life videos, and watch them daily
• Ate a full jar of Biscoff cookie butter in bed while watching YT
• Macie and Zab my best friends
• Weight gain, body changes 
• Still hard to say no to food
• Considering not eating eggs anymore (even in baked goods)
• Therapy was interesting today, and I still don't know how I feel about it
• Anxious for warmer weather so I can start running again
• Nervous and anxious for March to get here
• Still no plans after lease is up
• Meeting up with xxx for dinner tonight? 
• Trying to keep God at the forefront
• I'm obsessed with my 2021 calendar, even though I felt the same about my 2020 calendar and dropped the ball with writing in it
• Spending way too much money 
• Refuse to get comfortable/content with office work
• Making plans for creating something for myself, baby steps
• Was supposed to read 1 book a month...
• I really enjoy the quiet and stillness of the world when I wake up in the middle of the night and can't go back to sleep
• No moonlight through my window lately.  I miss it
• Her bday party was a success which ended with her son getting wasted and carried out of venue, SMH
• Hype Solutions on Ervay (what an interesting interview and office)  It reminded me of one of those fake startup companies.  There were even a couple of small dogs roaming around the office.  Felt like I was in an episode of the Twilight Zone
• Movie night : The Shack, it was not good, and I ended up dozing off a couple of times.  I was so glad when it was over.  The Spanish guy was very interesting